miss her so much...

haiz...miss my laopo...miss her so much...i felt a bit sad cz when she birthday me cant acompany her passed her birthday...sad...n i felt a bit happy also...cz we couple aridi 8 month lor...hope she really can become my wife...as wat she promised me....love u menda...muackz

sad...my heart pain....

Lst nite is 10.9.09…tis day I will rmb 4ever…cz tis day is my sad n my laopo very very angry day…I do 1 thing tat make her very angry lor…wah…when she angry very horrible lor…I scare..she didn’t wan reply my msg…I msg her…she jst tell…plz dun disturb me…!...when she say tis word…my heart very pain…n I jst keep apologized wit her…maybe 5 hour…n after tat…she reply me…4 me she gave me a very berat de denda…4 me lah…u knw ar…denda yang berat nt let ppl hit or wat…when get ppl hit also cant standing wit heart pain….she very clever….she knw hw to denda me n let me pain…at last…she forgive me aridi…laopo…I promise dun do again …dun wan make u angry anymore…I scare….erm…..even we far….bt I belive if our heart is near…then no matter hw far we r…also near 4 we….menda love u 4ever….muackz….

characteristic of my vice captain....

Haha…I gt a pretty n kawayi de laopo….she name is Amenda Lee Romy….she is from sabah….race..is sinor…sinor means Chinese mix wit dusun or wat lar…haha…if I m mistaken…she same age wit me…she…dun knw speak Chinese very well…maybe a few word only…she speak malay 4 all the time….bt we sms via English mix wit malay…haha….she so gud lor..very listen 2 me…n I think….she will royal….i dam saying her…bt nw miss her so much…she at kk…sabah there..me at kl…cant c her…haiz….bt no matter wat…I always royal wit her…n love her 4 ever…muackz….

chain of memories of plkn n feelimg..

haha...when me back kl...gt many thing also change aready...fell a bit uncomfotable...miss plkn life...erm...me back kl aready...bt i still dun knw hw are she...i think gud de lar...1 thing ..im happy..cz i aready 4get her as gf..i just wan treat her as a friend...bt she still dun wan bother me lor...aiyo...dun knw hw 2 say she lar...me at plkn...knw many thing ler...haha...knw many friend...haha...n quite famous at there...erm...i very happy cz can knw my laopo...menda..she really gud ler...bt still can 100% trust her...hope she at ranau..sabah there can guai guai..n wait 4 me lor...haha...miss her so much..menda...i love u...muackz...

haha...happy...me r back...miss kl very much...

haha...plkn life really fun lor...if gt change i wan go back lor...haha...n miss my lao po ler...menda...love u...hope u at sabah there can fine...miss u

sad...go ns...for 3month...march19until june8..

Haha….go ns loh….go for 3 month ler…haiz…gt feel a little bit sad ler….because she still dun wan 2 reply me…I wan 2 go ns…she 1 world also dun wan 2 say wit me…my heart broken again….say really …miss her so much…even split wit her 3 month a bit….i also very like her…cant 4get her…god…where u wan treat me like tat…I really dun wan sad again….haiz….miss all my friend…kai mui mui…n also her….i will back on 8 of june…hope after I came back…I can c her…bb……..

hope some 1 can care about me...

一个人在这个夜里…孤单的难以入睡…真的想找个人来陪,,,不愿意一个人独醉…就算以后就会流累…手牵你给的伤悲…为什么…你总让我懆穗,,,别说我的眼泪你无所胃…看我流泪…你头也不回…哭过了泪干了心变成灰…我想要的美…你还不想给…伤了我的心曾去面对…爱给了你…我不后悔…只希望你给我一次机会…让我去追…让我去飞…毕竟难过的心…需要安慰..需要你安慰…

哎…要去当兵咯…还有很多东西还没有准备哦…然后哦…成绩要出了…真的有点怕怕哦..嗯…最近…我想她都应该忙于运动哦…要小心身体哦…知到你最不会照顾自己的啦…muack…