miss her so much...

haiz...miss my laopo...miss her so much...i felt a bit sad cz when she birthday me cant acompany her passed her birthday...sad...n i felt a bit happy also...cz we couple aridi 8 month lor...hope she really can become my wife...as wat she promised me....love u menda...muackz

sad...my heart pain....

Lst nite is 10.9.09…tis day I will rmb 4ever…cz tis day is my sad n my laopo very very angry day…I do 1 thing tat make her very angry lor…wah…when she angry very horrible lor…I scare..she didn’t wan reply my msg…I msg her…she jst tell…plz dun disturb me…!...when she say tis word…my heart very pain…n I jst keep apologized wit her…maybe 5 hour…n after tat…she reply me…4 me she gave me a very berat de denda…4 me lah…u knw ar…denda yang berat nt let ppl hit or wat…when get ppl hit also cant standing wit heart pain….she very clever….she knw hw to denda me n let me pain…at last…she forgive me aridi…laopo…I promise dun do again …dun wan make u angry anymore…I scare….erm…..even we far….bt I belive if our heart is near…then no matter hw far we r…also near 4 we….menda love u 4ever….muackz….

characteristic of my vice captain....

Haha…I gt a pretty n kawayi de laopo….she name is Amenda Lee Romy….she is from sabah….race..is sinor…sinor means Chinese mix wit dusun or wat lar…haha…if I m mistaken…she same age wit me…she…dun knw speak Chinese very well…maybe a few word only…she speak malay 4 all the time….bt we sms via English mix wit malay…haha….she so gud lor..very listen 2 me…n I think….she will royal….i dam saying her…bt nw miss her so much…she at kk…sabah there..me at kl…cant c her…haiz….bt no matter wat…I always royal wit her…n love her 4 ever…muackz….

chain of memories of plkn n feelimg..

haha...when me back kl...gt many thing also change aready...fell a bit uncomfotable...miss plkn life...erm...me back kl aready...bt i still dun knw hw are she...i think gud de lar...1 thing ..im happy..cz i aready 4get her as gf..i just wan treat her as a friend...bt she still dun wan bother me lor...aiyo...dun knw hw 2 say she lar...me at plkn...knw many thing ler...haha...knw many friend...haha...n quite famous at there...erm...i very happy cz can knw my laopo...menda..she really gud ler...bt still can 100% trust her...hope she at ranau..sabah there can guai guai..n wait 4 me lor...haha...miss her so much..menda...i love u...muackz...

haha...happy...me r back...miss kl very much...

haha...plkn life really fun lor...if gt change i wan go back lor...haha...n miss my lao po ler...menda...love u...hope u at sabah there can fine...miss u

sad...go ns...for 3month...march19until june8..

Haha….go ns loh….go for 3 month ler…haiz…gt feel a little bit sad ler….because she still dun wan 2 reply me…I wan 2 go ns…she 1 world also dun wan 2 say wit me…my heart broken again….say really …miss her so much…even split wit her 3 month a bit….i also very like her…cant 4get her…god…where u wan treat me like tat…I really dun wan sad again….haiz….miss all my friend…kai mui mui…n also her….i will back on 8 of june…hope after I came back…I can c her…bb……..

hope some 1 can care about me...

一个人在这个夜里…孤单的难以入睡…真的想找个人来陪,,,不愿意一个人独醉…就算以后就会流累…手牵你给的伤悲…为什么…你总让我懆穗,,,别说我的眼泪你无所胃…看我流泪…你头也不回…哭过了泪干了心变成灰…我想要的美…你还不想给…伤了我的心曾去面对…爱给了你…我不后悔…只希望你给我一次机会…让我去追…让我去飞…毕竟难过的心…需要安慰..需要你安慰…

哎…要去当兵咯…还有很多东西还没有准备哦…然后哦…成绩要出了…真的有点怕怕哦..嗯…最近…我想她都应该忙于运动哦…要小心身体哦…知到你最不会照顾自己的啦…muack…

haiz...

大件事了…本队长有件不懂应该开心还是不开心的事…听说有人要追她了哦…站在我自己的立场…我当然是不想有人追她咯…因为我对她勉强还有残留一线的希望…但是这个希望真的很低…哎…没有心情了…

闷闷闷...啦...

哎…最近真的有够闷叻…每天都过着同样的生活…嗯…最近又多了两个新的干妹妹咯…她们哦…差不多每天都找我聊天哦..然后多数都是感情的事咯…讲到我都触景伤情叻…呜呜…然后是电话钱很贵叻…如果是为自己喜欢的人就不用紧咯…呜呜…然后…最近我开始担心我的成绩会考到不好咯…呜呜…怕我答应她的事作不到…虽然分手了..但我很想证明给她看…我是有能力照顾她的…

bakareo的我...

嗯…有一些好事要宣布的…哈哈…我要出psp了哦…哎…也有一写坏事的…就是我是bakareo….说好要忘记她了…但到现在还是忘记不了..我真的很想没一天都有她的存在…就算是没天一封讯息…我也不懂做么她会不理我叻…我的知己说是他对我惭愧…所以不理我…哎…她真的很傻咯…我不会生气她的啦,…有谁可以幇我劝下固执的她呢…哎…头痛…

她的回亿...

哎…最近临睡前..脑海里都会出现她…记得第一次看到她时…她超酷叻!!!想拿她的电话号码…但又不敢哦…然后有一次本来可以接进她的…就是老师叫我和朋友教操步的时侯咯…原本是很好的机会…但后来…老师不让她操步了…但后来…我想起她哥哥…我浪费了很久的时间…他才给她的电话号码我…哈哈…真的很感谢他咯….她让我有被人在乎的感觉…哎…但早就失去很久了…

失去爱的我

哎…非常的羡慕我身边的人哦…他们都会有副队长的…而我呢…?到现在都还没有有新的副队长来上任哦…不懂是我没有资格做别人的队长呢…?还是别人没有资格做我的副队长哦…哎…要找个好的副队长真的很难哦…天啊..快让我找到咯…我不想孤身做战哦…好久没说…我爱你…这三个字咯…无聊及了…

又伤心又气的我

哎…最近真的有够闷咯…开学了…真的很想回学校找我的妹妹们玩哦…本队长太想念学校了哦…不过怕回去了….和某些人见到面…会不知所措叻…哎…为什么事情会变成将的呢…变将一点都不好玩哦…哎…真的很想恨她…但怎样也不能…哎…本队长都可以说是完全放下她了…只要脑袋乖一点把她当朋友就好了…如果我和你还有缘分的话就会在回一起…顺其自然咯…所以本队长已开始寻找新的副队长来上任咯…不过也是顺其自然好一点…哎…很想打我公司的人咯…那些pk到现在都还没给功钱我叻…所以我做完这个project..我永久都不会做这份功了…最近真是又伤心又气哦..